Mughe.. Mughe khoon aa raha hai...
Pramod - kaha chot lag gayi jo gala phad rahi hai.
Susheela - vo... Vo bhot khoon aa raha hai...
He came ahead and grabbed her hairs in a fist.
Pramod - zyada dimag mat kha mera.. Chup chap padi reh ek kone me!
He threw her into a corner.
Susheela - aaah...
She gathered herself into a corner and kept sitting there till the next morning.
He got up yawning and look at her laying and shivering on the floor. Her mouth was stuffed with her dupatta to give a pause to her moaning.
Pramod - jhooth bol rahi thi kal... Kaha aa raha hai khoon tughe?
Susheela blinked and tears dropped from her eyes.
Pramod - uth ja chal...kaam pe jana hai, roti bana jaldi se....
She cried to this and tried to sit.
Pramod - zyada natak mat dikha...
He went into the washroom. When he came out and found her still laying on the floor.
Pramod - subah subah mere hath se pitegi aaj tu... Saali kal Raat se r***i rona laga ke rakha hai.
He came towards her and looked at her hands on which he stepped not caring how much it would injure her.
Pramod - uth!!!
She didn't responded to this.
He bended down and touched her face. It was cold.
He held her hand and patted her cheeks.
Pramod - Susheela... Kya hua? Are uth na!
She didn't responded after that.
Pramod gulped with some nervousness. He picked her into his arms and makes her lay on the bed. He felts some wetness on his hand and smell of some fresh blood.
He slowly looked towards her suit which was stained in blood. He rushed out to wash his hands. He immediately washed the blood from her hands and called the doctress from the nearest clinic.
He was scared to found her in this was. Till the came and rubbed her palm with his hand but she was still not responding.
Pramod - kya ho gaya ise?
When the doctress arrived, he didn't left the room.
Pramod - bata rahi thi kal Raat ko khoon aa raha hai... Mughe kya pata tha aise aa raha hai... Ise koi bimari to nahi ho gayi...
Doctress - mughe inse kuch poochna padega... Tabhi aapko kuch bata sakti hu.. Tab tak aap cheeni aur namak paani me mila kar le aaiye...inka Blood pressure kam ho chuka hai.. Isliye behosh ho gayi hai.
He went to the kitchen and made the mixture of salt, sugar and water.
He came back and the doctress took the glass from his hand.
Doctress - aap thodi der ke liye bahar jaiye mughe checkup karna hai.
Pramod - ha...
He went out and the doctress closed the door behind him.
After 10 mins, the doctress came out.
Doctress - ghar me koi saaf kapda hai...?
Pramod - kaisa kapda?
Doctress - kya aapko nahi pata aapki biwi ko Pehli baar periods hue hai...
Pramod - ye kya hota hai?
Doctress - ye har ladki ko hota hai.. Aur har mahine hota hai... Aapki biwi bhi hua hai... Isme koi ghabrane wali baat nahi hai... Isme khoon aata hai.. Kam se kam hafte ke paanch din... Ab aap dariye mat... Ek saaf kapda de dijiye.. Mai aapki biwi ki madad kar dungi.
Pramod - mughe nahi pata koi saaf kapda hai ye nahi... Aap usi se pooch lijiye...
She went back inside the room.
After the doctress left.
He came inside the room and she still laying on the bed.
Pramod - kitna Dard hai?
Susheela looked towards him.
Pramod - ghar ka kaam kar paegi ya kaam wali lagau...?
Her hands were still shaking and he noticed her weakness.
Pramod - tu Rehne de... Chup chap baithi reh...
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Chanchal - are agar bahu ko ye sab ho gaya hai to use bistar pe kyo bithaya?
Pramod - itna khoon beh chuka tha uske shareer se... Aaram kaise milega use?
Chanchal - beta is wakt aurat ashudh hoti hai.. Aur tune use chhoo bhi liye...
Pramod - lekin mai mara to nahi na abhi tak.
...........
Pramod - tu zameen pe kyo baithi hai?
Susheela - ji vo chachi ji bol rahi the ki mughe agle hafte tak zameen pe sona hai aur.... Aapke aas Paas nahi aana.
Pramod - chulhe me dede sabki baato ko... Bhe***d aaj tu mar jati to kya hota? Chup chap palang pe jakar so ja aur hil bhi gayi to khair nahi teri!
..........
She was sleeping since the afternoon cuddling the cushion.
Pramod - aye... Uth chal... Khana kha le..
She got up and looked at him.
Pramod - ye le khana...
Susheela - khana kisne banaya ji?
Pramod - kaam wali rakh li hai maine... Tughe zarurat nahi hai bahar jane ki... Aaram kar kuch din... Aur ye khana kha le...
Pramod - doctor ne parhez bataya hai kuch cheezo ka... Vo baad me bata dunga pehle tu khana kha...
Susheela - ek baat puchu ji aapse?
Pramod - hm...
Susheela - aaj tak to aapne kabhi mughe bistar ke siva aur kahi hath nahi lagaya... To...... Aaj aapne mera itna khayal kyo rakha?
Pramod - khana kha ke so ja.... Koi bakwas na sun lu mai teri.
She nodded and ate whatever he gave.
After the dinner, he brought her a bowl.
Pramod - ye le... Ise kha... Dard nahi hota ise khane se...
Susheela - ji mughe aur kuch nahi khana... Meri himmat nahi hai.
Pramod - mai khilau... Chal baith... Mai hi khila deta hu...
She was shocked to listen this.
Pramod - muh kyo taak rahi hai? Chal baith.. Mai khila deta hu..
She sat on the the bed. He sits in front of her and takes the syrup into the spoon...
She was feeling it so dirty to see it..
Susheela - nahi..
Pramod - muh khol.
She closed her eyes opening her mouth and he put that hot, steamy, sweet syrup into her mouth.
Susheela - ye bhot garam hai..
Pramod - chup! Bina aawaz ke kha!
She begin to cry as the burned her mouth.
She gulped that.
Pramod - ye le paani... Peekar so ja.. Aur kal subha jaldi mat uth.. Kamwali aa jaegi.
Susheela - ji....
She laid on the bed thinking.
Jab se shaadi se shaadi karke ghar me aai... Har roz mughe rulaya hai inhone.. Jab gussa kisi par aa jata tha to mughe hi marte the... Raat bhar sone nahi dete the... Gandi gandi gaaliyan bhi de dete the mughe... Phir aaj inhe hua kya hai... Kabhi to mughse poocha nahi ki maine khana bhi khaya hai ki nahi... Aur thali me paros kar le aae.
Agar ye hamesha aise rahe to mai kabhi maike jane ki zidd nahi karungi... Kyoki ye aise bhot acche hai.
Pramod - are sun ek baat bata mughe?
Susheela - kya?
Pramod - khoon abhi tak aa raha hai tughe?
Susheela - ha....
Pramod - kaunsa kapda lagaya hai tune?
Susheela - vo meri ek saaree thi... Us me se banaya tha.
Pramod - mai kal hi tughe kuch aacha lakar dunga... Use istemal kar.... Aur ek kapda dusri baar istemal karne ki zarurat nahi hai tughe... Pareshani ho jaegi.
She smiled at him.
Pramod - ye has kyo rahi hai?
Susheela - aap mughse Pyaar karte ho?
Pramod - sar mat chadh mere.. Utar bhi dunga.
Susheela - bataiye na.... Pyaar karte hai?
Pramod clenched his jaw and looked towards her.
She closed her eyes and smiled brightly.
slept very soon as they pain was getting less.
............
Back to 90's.
She was just a weak, timid, small 16 years old village girl who was unwantedly married to a 24 years old man. She was the youngest among the 3 brothers. Married at the age of 16 when she was just introduced to her responsibilities. Her husband doesn't have any financial problems, he has a big house where he lives with his wife. He was very small when he lost his parents so his grandparents took care of him. After there marriage he only lives with his wife. Let's see how will they face the journey of this new beginning.
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English translation of part
I... I'm bleeding.
Pramod - where are you hurt that you are shouting?
Susheela - it... It's bleeding a lot.
He came ahead and grabbed her hairs in a fist.
Pramod - don't you eat my brain.. Just keep lying in the corner!!
He threw her into a corner.
Susheela - aaah...
She gathered herself into a corner and kept sitting there till the next morning.
He got up yawning and look at her laying and shivering on the floor. Her mouth was stuffed with her dupatta to give a pause to her moaning.
Pramod - you were lying yesterday... From where are you bleeding?
Susheela blinked and tears dropped from her eyes.
Pramod - get up... I need To go for work.... Make the breakfast.
She cried to this and tried to sit.
Pramod - don't show too much drama...
He went into the washroom. When he came out and found her still laying on the floor.
Pramod - you will get beaten my by hands this morning .. You are crying from last night.
He came towards her and looked at her hands on which he stepped not caring how much it would injure her.
Pramod - get up!!!
She didn't responded to this.
He bended down and touched her face. It was cold.
He held her hand and patted her cheeks.
Pramod - Susheela... What happened? Get up!
She didn't responded after that.
Pramod gulped with some nervousness. He picked her into his arms and makes her lay on the bed. He felts some wetness on his hand and smell of some fresh blood.
He slowly looked towards her suit which was stained in blood. He rushed out to wash his hands. He immediately washed the blood from her hands and called the doctress from the nearest clinic.
He was scared to found her in this was. Till the came and rubbed her palm with his hand but she was still not responding.
Pramod - what happened to her?
When the doctress arrived, he didn't left the room.
Pramod - she informed me last night that she's bleeding ... I didn't had any idea about this ... I think she's infected.
Doctress - I Have to ask her something ... Only then I can tell you .. Till then you prepare a a mixture of sugar ।salt and water and bring it ...her blood pressure got low... That's why she got unconscious.
He went to the kitchen and made the mixture of salt, sugar and water.
He came back and the doctress took the glass from his hand.
Doctress - you can go outside and wait, let me to Checkup.
Pramod - yes.
He went out and the doctress closed the door behind him.
After 10 mins, the doctress came out.
Doctress - is there any clean cloth in the house?
Pramod - what kind of cloth?
Doctoress - don't you know, your wife has periods for the first time?
Pramod - what is the this?
Doctress - it happens to every girl..and it happens every month...there's nothing to worry about... It bleeds .. Atleast five days a week ...now don't be afraid ... Give a clean cloth .. I'll help your wife.
Pramod - I don't know if there's any clean cloth or not ... You only ask her...
She went back inside the room.
After the doctress left.
He came inside the room and she still laying on the bed.
Pramod - how much pain it is?
Susheela looked towards him.
Pramod - will you be able to do the house hold work or shall I heir a maid?
Her hands were still shaking and he noticed her weakness.
Pramod - you let it be ... Just keep quiet...
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Chanchal - if all this happened to bahu the how you let her sit on the bed?
Pramod - so much blood had flown from her body ... How will she get rest?
Chanchal - beta at this time the woman is impure..and you touched her too...
Pramod - but I'm not dead yet .
...........
Pramod - why are you sitting on the floor?
Susheela - ji chachi ji told me that I have to sleep on the floor until next week.... Don't come near you..
Pramod - throw everyone's thoughts in the stove.. Bitch What would have happen if you had died today ? Go quietly and sleep on the bed and even if you move it's not yours!
..........
She was sleeping since the afternoon cuddling the cushion.
Pramod - aye... Get up... Eat the lunch.
She got up and looked at him.
Pramod - take the food
Susheela - who prepared the food, ji?
Pramod - I have hired a maid... You don't need to step out... Rest for few days... And eat food...
Pramod - the doctress has advised somethings to be avoided ... I'll tell that later but first you eat
Susheela - can I ask you something?
Pramod - hm...
Susheela - till date you never touched me anywhere else except for bed... So...... Why did you take so much care of me today?
Pramod - eat and sleep .... I will not listen any nonsense from you.
She nodded and ate whatever he gave.
After the dinner, he brought her a bowl.
Pramod -take this ... Eat it ... Dard nahi hota ise khane se... It won't pain after eating this.
Susheela - ji I don't want to eat anything ... I can't dare.
Pramod - shall I feed you... Okay sit... Let me feed you..
She was shocked to listen this.
Pramod - why your jaw has dropped ? Come on sit.. Let me feed you ..
She sat on the the bed. He sits in front of her and takes the syrup into the spoon...
She was feeling it so dirty to see it..
Susheela - no..
Pramod - open your mouth.
She closed her eyes opening her mouth and he put that hot, steamy, sweet syrup into her mouth.
Susheela - it's very hot..
Pramod - shut up! ! Eat without nonsense!
She begin to cry as the burned her mouth.
She gulped that.
Pramod - take some water... Sleep after drinking it .. And don't wake up early tomorrow.. The maid will come.
Susheela - ji....
She laid on the bed thinking.
Ever since I got married and came to this house... He made me cry everyday.. When he got angry at someone he use to beat me up ... He didn't let me sleep for night ...use to abuse me baldy... Then what happened today ..he never asked if I ate the meals or not...and he served me today.
If it stays like this forever ।I'll never on going to my parent's house again... Because he's so good
Pramod - hey listen tell me one thing?
Susheela - what ?
Pramod - are you still bleeding?
Susheela - yes....
Pramod - which cloth are you wearing ?
Susheela - there's one of saree... From which it was made.
Pramod - I'll bring you something today..use it.... And you don't need to use the same cloth a second time... You'll be in trouble.
She smiled at him.
Pramod - why are you smiling?
Susheela - do you love me?
Pramod - don't you sit on head I'll bring you down .
Susheela - tell me..... Do you love?
Pramod clenched his jaw and looked towards her.
She closed her eyes and smiled brightly.
slept very soon as they pain was getting less.
............
Back to 90's.
She was just a weak, timid, small 16 years old village girl who was unwantedly married to a 24 years old man. She was the youngest among the 3 brothers. Married at the age of 16 when she was just introduced to her responsibilities. Her husband does not have any financial problems, he has a big house where he lives with his wife. He was very small when he lost his parents so his grandparents took care of him. After there marriage he only lives with his wife. Let's see how will they face the journey of this new beginning.
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